Monday, December 31, 2012

Day 366...

It's kind of bittersweet to be at the last post. kind of odd. kind of thrilling.

A big thank you to all of you who followed and read, encouraged, commented, emailed or otherwise messaged me through TIL...and a special thank you to Stephan Cox, for your most amazing cheerleading and faith in me! I'm ready for my next project to begin.

2013...I think you're going to be a very creative year.  

to close the year...the 2012 version of the blog that really started it all...(Thank you, Tanya Geisler)

Things I Love in 400 words...the 2012 edition:

my wonderful baby boy, aged 16 years, who makes me smile, laugh and beam with absolute glee at his wit, brilliance and all-around awesomeness…glittering snow on the ground, as though sequins were thrown atop a pristine, white billowing blanket…shockingly bright, nearly blinding winter moon peeking through bare tree branches…gentle reminders of my strength and resilience; my ability to bounce back; land on my feet…a really awesome dream that bounces around in my head and lingers all day -  making me smile…Orange. the colour. the fruit. the blossom…my favourite pair of jeans. comfortable. perfectly worn out…the blissful look on my sweet Stella’s face when she turns her little kitty head up and leans against my arm to fall asleep…my wonderful handful of books I am content to read over and over again…reasons to celebrate…Honeycomb Calcite… the giant windows at my office, where I can watch the snow fall and swirl; makes me feel like I am standing inside a snow globe… Tazo vanilla apricot tea…Port Aransas, Texas…eggnog lattes…lemon zest cheesecake swirled with apricot puree…friends who “know” when I need a hug…Layer Cake Shiraz…a long-awaited sneeze…writing, photography, creativity…the scent of lilac…Moroccan Rose essential oil…spending the whole day in my pajamas (every now and then) just because I can, just because I have nothing I have to do, and just because, sometimes, a day in the pj’s is exactly what is needed to rejuvenate oneself… homemade vanilla made with Maker’s Mark, Madagascar vanilla beans – and patience…a long walk on a crispy cold day…black-eyed peas (I have a ridiculous, perhaps obsessive, love for them)…standing at the bow of a ferry, pushing across the Puget Sound, cold wind whipping past my ears, hair flying in all directions, eyes closed, breathing deep, until my ears hurt and I have to go inside (I will stay outside for longer than I can stand, simply because this is one of my favourite things in the whole big wide world!)…life-long friends…winter coats – I’m a wee bit fanatical, perhaps – I have too many, and not nearly enough…Zanna, my tattoo artist, who is so incredibly talented and amazing, and who is happy to put the needle to my skin when I am craving some needle therapy…Rice Crispies with bananas…wind farms; majestically beautiful ultramodern sentinels; graceful behemoths…every one of my precious, wonderful friends and family; I’m the luckiest girl in the world…the kind of bliss that seems to bubble up from inside…


 
Happy New Year, friends! Have a lovely 2013. Thank you. 

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Day 365...


I love making people laugh.  especially when laughter is far, far away and doesn't want to be seen.

It is one of my favourite things in the whole big wide world to be able to make someone smile, chuckle, guffaw...during a time when it's hard to find the funny.

...in a tense moment, a sad moment, or a feeling like crap moment...to me, those are the moments we most need a smile...

a joke...a pun...a ridiculous song...a hilarious dance...I'm not afraid to make a fool of myself if I know it's going to give someone a much needed giggle. 



The thing that's really awesome...there are a few people out there who are fantastic enough to do the same for me...and that just makes me feel supremely happy...and loved. 

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Day 364...

My Squish received this pendant as a gift several years ago...I have yet to find one like it. I absolutely love it and it appears to be completely original...Un-duplicated.


Friday, December 28, 2012

Day 363...

Bits of my Louisville...
4.6.11 - Louisville, KY - keg

2.16.11 - Louisville, KY - keg

4.6.11 - Louisville, KY - keg

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Day 362...

a couple more from winter 2011 in Minot, North Dakota...

January 30, 2011 - Minot, North Dakota - keg

January 30, 2011 - Minot, North Dakota - keg

and Louisville - 2011

March 19, 2011 - Louisville, Kentucky 2011 - keg


Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Day 361...

In honour of winter...

Minot, North Dakota - January 23, 2011. keg

Minot, North Dakota - January 23, 2011. keg

Minot, North Dakota - January 23, 2011. keg

Minot, North Dakota - January 23, 2011. keg

Monday, December 24, 2012

Day 359...

It's hard not to miss my family right now.  My baby boy...out in Seattle. my mama, sister and beautiful nieces...in Texas. My youngest niece...in Utah. 

It's hard to be away from family this time of year.  Not only because of the holidays and traditions, blah blah blah...but because it is my mama's birthday on Christmas day, and it always feels a wee bit weird to not spend it with her, even though there have been several birthdays spent apart in the past many years since moving out, moving away, moving nearer, and far-er...away.

Tonight, my mother and most of my darling family is gathered in Amarillo for birthday/holiday celebration...and my mama just texted me to let me know that my niece is making Banoffee Pie. my recipe. for my mama's birthday. 

This made me smile. and cry. and feel a big wave of love wash over me...all the way from Texas.

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Day 357...

I found this the other day and laughed my arse right off...


Day 356...

oh my goodness...

swoon!

Evening Dress Jean-Philippe Worth, 1907-1910 The Metropolitan Museum of Art 


and swoon again...
Dress Callot Soeurs, 1907-1910 Les Arts Décoratifs


and once more...

Jeanne Paquin, 1911

Friday, December 21, 2012

Day 355...

Because it is nearly Christmas...and because I plan to make my sweetheart watch at least two (if not all) of the following on Christmas Eve or Christmas Day...a brief list (five, to be exact) of my favourite Christmas movies.

in no particular order:

1. Love Actually
2. The Family Stone
3. Elf
4. It's a Wonderful Life

and...

5. Home for the Holidays (which is actually a Thanksgiving movie, so I should have said "favourite Holiday films," but...we're going to fudge this one.




Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Day 353...

Grief sucks.

ridiculous. lingering. threatening.
tears surprise me; melancholy sweeps in and knocks the wind out of me when I least expect it.

goodbye makes me angry...



This has been a hard post for me. I've been writing bits and pieces and then mulling over them for a week now. Today I decided to just write and let it go where it wants to go.

In July I received a phone call from one of my dearest friends...that one of our dearest friends had passed away.



I'm not okay.

I miss my friend.

I miss him. his handwritten letters. phone calls. emails. texts. I miss the gentle cadence of his voice when he would read his poetry to me. I miss hours of conversation over coffee. I miss his vibrance. his zest. his love of humanity. his desire to learn everything.

He was an incredible human. He was flawed and perfect. he was rebellious. gifted. charming.

Like most of us, he hit rock bottom. a few times. and each time, he rose from the ashes of his past. made himself new...better. stronger.



Last Wednesday, I went to get a new tattoo.  It's something I've wanted for a long time, and now I had a reason. I got together with my tattoo artist and over the course of a couple weeks and several emails, conversations, and tweaks to the piece, she delivered!

My Phoenix. for my Christopher.

Day 352...

I have a box of handmade clothes from when I was a little girl. 

I was in grade school, first...second grade...and every birthday, every Christmas, and sometimes no occasion at all, I would receive a handmade dress with a card attached, signed "your secret friend."

My mother knew who it was the whole time, but I didn't find out until a few years later, when my secret friend learned she was sick with cancer, and her illness had progressed enough that making handmade items was no longer feasible.

The last gift was a store bought coat. one inch box-quilted down; fuscia.  I LOVED that coat! I called it my marshmallow coat. The attached card was signed "Mrs. Bayer."

She had been the secretary at my school, and we had bonded quickly. I loved her. She loved me. I was precious to her; the granddaughter she never had, and she had decided that she wanted to create a little magic for me, so she talked to my mother and worked out the "secret friend" gifting.

I was nine when she died. The same year both my grandmother's died, also of cancer. It was a tough year for a nine year old girl.

I still have all but one dress.  (If I remember correctly, I gave one to my cousin, Lisa.) The box they are kept in is small-ish, with bold, black lettering: CLOTHES FROM MRS. BAYER. Every now and then, I open it up, lift each dress out, smooth the fabric, admire the stitching, then carefully re-fold each one and put them back in the box. The elastics are shot, but the fabrics are solid and strong. There is also the coat, the fuscia marshmallow coat, which goes in last, piece of tissue paper on top, fold the box back over, re-tape...

It's amazing to me, that each time I revisit those dresses, I can still feel the love of one sweet lady for the little girl she chose to cherish and shower with affection...and handmade dresses.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Day 351...

tee hee.  this makes me chuckle.

Cat Patty Cake...or...Catty Cake.

oy. I'm a total cheeseball.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Day 350...

I find it hard to believe that I haven't posted this photo before...but a quick review of the past year seems to indicate that, indeed, I have not shared this one.


this is one of my favourites.

April 13, 2008 - Near Loretto, KY - keg

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Day 349...

Minot, North Dakota - January 2011 - keg

Minot, North Dakota - January 2011 - keg





Day 348...

My Kacicita painted these a few years ago...and because I love them (and because she threatened to paint over them and lose them forever) I took them for me.

When I moved away from Texas a few years ago, with only a carload of my possessions, (leaving the rest of my things in storage,) these paintings came with me...journeying first to Washington, then North Dakota, before finally settling with me in Louisville.

Now, nearly two years later, after living in a hotel room for 5+ months, and then a stone-walled bug infested basement apartment for another 7 months, my current, wonderful, cozy little apartment with naked walls stared back and waited patiently until I was ready to "settle in."

A few weeks ago we put up some of my sweetheart's prints. and today, I think I will find a home for these, because they don't belong in the closet.


My favourite.




Thursday, December 13, 2012

Day 347...

And another something I'd love to see...I love the magic of Cirque du Soleil!

Worlds Away

Day 346...

My wonderful Theenie sent me this text on Tuesday...

...and you can tell the sun, in his jealous sky, that we walked in fields of gold...

she had heard it while listening to the radio and immediately thought of me.

This made me smile.  because, 1...I love my Theenie. and 2...I love Fields of Gold. especially this version.

Day 345...

ahhhh...so this is the place I think I should visit in Norway.

or...one of the places I should visit in Norway. :)

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Day 344...

and this...because it is simply lovely.

Cee Lo Green - Mary Did You Know

Day 343...

And then there's Mikko Lagerstedt...stunning me with gorgeous photography again.




Day 342...

A couple of days ago my Polar Bear sent me this picture...


of my favourite pixie girl...reading MY book!

swoon.

melted heart.

I. Love. This.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Day 341...

And because I love anything NASA and astronomy related...there is this...

beautiful and tragic...our amazing planet.

Day 340...

I love Cirque du Soleil.

and this...Zarkana...this looks amazing! (it takes just a second or two to load to the correct show. have patience)

plus, bonus! There's a Maleficent-like character! and Maleficent is my favourite Disney villain.

Day 339...

I have a ridiculous sweet spot for adorably cute creatures...

this is what made me smile and "awwwwww" today.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Day 338...

Louisville is the top U.S. travel destination for 2013 according to Lonely Planet.

Lucky me. I'm already here.

Day 337...

I love this dress.
but it's currently out of stock.

if it doesn't come back "in" stock soon...I will have to get creative and make me one for me. because...I love this dress.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Day 336...

teeny frog.

Floyds Fork 9.15.12 - keg

Day 335...or...my mini bucket list

I hate that phrase..."bucket list"

I don't know why it irritates me, it just...does.

Wish list? Yah...we'll go with wish list.

My travel wish list...top ten style...in no particular order:

1. Patagonia
2. Madagascar (because I desperately want to walk among the baobabs)
3. Ireland - Giant's Causeway, Wicklow Mountains, Irish Sea, Isle of Man...and on and on and on
4. Scotland - Fingal's Cave, The Outer Hebrides
5. Coastal Maine
6. Savannah, Georgia
7. Finland, Norway, Sweden - to see the Northern Lights from Scandinavia!
8. Peru
9. Germany
10. Russia

Monday, December 3, 2012

Day 334...

hopefully soon...a weekend mini holiday to this...


Rock City, Tennessee

and this...


Ruby Falls

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Day 331...

I'm super happy to finally have a few things hanging on our walls.  We've been bare-walled for about 7 months now, but tonight we took several of my sweetie's printed pieces and hung them in various spots about our home.

and now we're eager to print up a few more and get them on the walls, too!

Take a look at his work. Scornphoto.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Day 328...

I love a winter moon. 

I was trying to get a picture tonight, but the moon and trees were not cooperating...so I found a picture online that resembled what I was trying to capture. 

and technically, it's autumn, so I still have time to achieve the perfect winter moon through bare trees photo. 

until then...


Day 327...

My grandparents.

G'ma & G'pa Greene.

Grandma Muskie.

and my Grampie. 

The smell of pipe tobacco reminds me of My Grampie...Grandpa Graignic. I remember his house in Seattle and Christmastime surrounded by uncles, aunts and cousins, playing chutes and ladders in the living room, and my older cousin reading the lines of my palm; casting my future.

Grandma Moskovita...Gramma Muskie. I believe my love of willow trees began with her. Her home in Everett, Washington had what I remember to be the biggest, most incredible willow tree hanging its lovely weeping branches over the driveway. I always felt like the tree was welcoming me into a secret hideaway as my mother eased the car up the drive.

My Grandparents Greene...best remembered in the following poem, (written under my pen name Kerin Riley-Bishop, and which appeared in the Silver Boomer Books anthology From the Porch Swing - memories of our grandparents:

Caramels and Ginger Ale

Memory can be brutal; invasive,
or tenderly nudge its way in.

White Shoulders.
Tall trees.
Winding driveway in the woods.
Horses in green pasture.
Scent of grease and gasoline.
His perfect white flat-top,
soft and tempting to our fingers;
patting grandfather’s head as long as allowed.

Baby doll.
Old black leather trunk.
Dark paneled walls,
highboy dresser, chenille bedspread
and the end table next to the sofa;
glass bowl crowded with Kraft Caramels.

“Karen, would you like some ginger ale?”

“Yes, please, Grandma!” 

Monday, November 26, 2012

Day 326...

love this...


Day 325...

A friend of mine has this pendant...

I've loved it since the moment I first saw it...
but I've yet to find another...one for me.  

I've come close...there are very similar ones. but apparently, this one was an unduplicated original.

Monday, November 19, 2012

Day 323...

Trains.

I have been head over heels for trains since I was teeny.

I'd love to take a train from one coast to the next. and I dream of taking a train through the Alps. and from Paris to Spain.





Day 324...

I am re-reading my Alice Sebold collection. 

I started with Lucky a couple of weeks ago. 

Next is The Lovely Bones

then The Almost Moon

I love her tragically beautiful writing, which includes the absolute worst in human nature, and the incredible resilience of the damaged soul.

I love that writing exists that can move me like hers. 


Day 322...

I swear it really doesn't get much better than this...a tree...and stunning photography!

LOVE!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Day 318...

I stumbled across this today.

LOVE!!!

dancing and photography come together again.

I'm going to need the book. 

Day 317...


There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief...and unspeakable love. ~ Washington Irving
it's better to find
your center of gravity
and have it be the place
you radiate out from. ~ Ron Padgett 
…it’s bloody challenging to write something useful about joy when sadness is holding down the fort. ~ Tanya Geisler 
You’re fucking magic... But you’re human magic. Give yourself a break.” ~ Jenny Blake

Monday, November 12, 2012

Day 316...



I try to take one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack me at once. 
~ Ashleigh Brilliant

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Day 315...

Baylor University...several years ago.

such a gorgeous campus.







all photos taken November 2008. 

Friday, November 9, 2012

Day 314...

So...

This morning...driving to work...browsing through the stations...I heard a note from one of my all-time favourite-feel-good-happy songs.

Mary Chapin Carpenter. Down at the Twist and Shout.

I turned it up, started singing along, and dancing in my car.





After a few moments...

I noticed the fella in the car in front of me

looking in his rearview mirror and smiling.

and then I was blissfully happy.

because today.

I was one of those people...smiling, singing and dancing in my car. 

and making a stranger smile.


Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Day 312...

A friend of mine is here...

Similan Islands
and I stole the picture from him...but not really, because he sent it to me...so it's mine now, too.

How I would love to be on a beach that beautiful...looking out at water that blue and clear. 


Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Day 311...

Allow me to direct your attention...here.


Day 310...

I've mentioned this once or twice before...

but I absolutely adore my sweet cat, Stella...

who waits by the door for me to come home from work.

who nudges me gently when she wants to snuggle.

who nibbles on my arm if I'm not petting her enough.

who sleeps by my head and snuggles against my shoulder while I sleep.

who does not observe any kind of respect for my personal bubble.

and who looks absolutely adorable when she is getting the blissful belly rub.



Day 309...

Every now and then, I treat myself to something ridiculously unhealthy.

like...

chocolate chip cookie dough.

My friend/co-worker and I were discussing the merits of chocolate chip cookie dough today.

well..merits makes it seem entirely too official.  we were simply discussing how delicious it is...and how sometimes, it's a necessity.  and the fact that I need to make a trip to the grocery and purchase a sleeve o' dough because it just sounds too good to pass up. 

Monday, November 5, 2012

Day 308...

and then...

this made me giggle my silly ass right off.

Day 307...or... "and then I was hit with a banana"

I've been a bit under the weather the last few days, so I got a bit behind on my daily love.

but today, whilst walking down the frozen food aisle at Trader Joe's, I was randomly hit by a flying banana.

it was truly a case of perfect timing. I was asking my sweetheart if we still had mushroom risotto, when mid-sentence, a banana hit me in the arm.

I laughed and simply said "I just got hit with a banana!"

The poor mama of the child who threw the banana was mildly horrified...all I could do was laugh...

flying. banana. 




Thursday, November 1, 2012

Day 306...

Today is the first of November.

It is the first day of National Novel Writing Month.

and the first day of Robert Lee Brewer's November Poem a Day challenge. 

and I don't know yet if I'm participating in one

or both

or neither.

but I know that the first day of November always makes me a wee bit giddy at the prospect of being creatively brilliant for 30 straight days!


Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Day 304...

This is spectacularly wonderful in so many ways!

Cat Bounce.

I managed to launch one so far off the page it seriously took a full few minutes for it to come back down. 

Day 305...

and today...in a moment of serendipitously wonderful divine intervention...This post arrived in my inbox at the EXACTLY right moment.

Friday, October 26, 2012

Day 300...

I stumbled across this video a couple weeks ago, and then promptly forgot about it.

thank goodness I was reminded...My beloved Pacific Northwest and The Milky Way...two of my very favourite things! 

Day 299...

This is VERY cool! Empty America

and a wee bit eerie. 

My city.  Sans people.  Seattle. 

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Day 298...

I love...

colour.

texture.

layers.

and big sky.

Minot, North Dakota. keg 7.4.10

Minot, North Dakota. keg 7.4.10

Day 297...

Three things I love in this photo!

Train.

Driftwood.

Puget Sound.

Mukilteo, WA. keg 8.15.07

Day 296...

This funny little bird was at the Ferry dock as we pulled away on our way to Port Townsend in September 2010.

keg 9.5.10

Day 295...

Mother's day a few years ago...I fell in love with this bowl and had to have it.

and so...I got it. :)

 I love this bowl.


Saturday, October 20, 2012

Day 294...

The Woodlands. Texas. October 2009

The Woodlands. Texas. October 2009

The Woodlands. Texas. October 2009